I feel so out of touch with people. But I’m also tired and see no gain in any of my efforts to regain touch with those people closest to me. When I return from the Philippines in late August, all my efforts will subside and I will focus on building my career. It’s selfish but I’ve witnessed where other people’s priorities lie and it’s time I shift gears and satisfy myself with what I’ve worked hard for instead of wasting energy.
I had my last summer to have fun–granted it was spent entertaining younger cousins and nephews with frequent trips to places like beaches, the Zoo, and a bunch of recreational activities. My summer was spent balancing between being an adult and being a kid. When I get back, I’m not fucking around and I’m getting my design life back on track. Three more weeks of summer break.