There are several thoughts I replay in my head from day-to-day for the past half year or so. Everyday I replay memories of my Uncle Raymond and family parties at his house. Everyday I anticipate the DVD release of Science of Sleep. Everyday I replay how completely content I was, pretending to live in New York when I was in New York, sharing breaths of the city with Kate. Everyday I struggle with choosing to live across the states or living close to home. Everyday I wonder how I will survive financially.