I want to shoot myself in the leg when I bust my ass off trying to focus when it’s crunch time. I want to shoot myself in the other leg, maybe take out an arm when outside things distract me. I really wish I can focus and not get immensely distracted at every interval of interruption that comes my way. It would take hours to finally get into the flow of things and a few seconds to undo all of it. When that happens, I want to play wheelchair tag on the freeway. Extremely agitated.