Think positive. This summer I earned and was offerend an internship for Sac State’s School of the Arts until I graduate. This year I visited New York and had a blast in San Diego. There was a huge family gathering for Uncle Raymond. Science of Sleep is my fave since Garden State. Incubus’ Light Grenades comes out November 28. I’m tired of this shitty year and I will do my best to make the most out of the remaining two months. But before I do that, I really need to learn to accept recent events. I’m not ready to accept Uncle Raymond’s death. My Lola’s death is still still a fresh wound until I visit her site. And although the world is annoying the hell out of me more than ever, I’ve never been so able to acknowledge the brilliance in the most obscure ideas since I’m zombified half of the time I’m conscious.