This is my first late-nighter to study that I can recall. Parents and other students wish me luck on “studying” for finals but the truth is I haven’t studied like this since I’ve been at the University. For us, it’s more like projects. You know how we had projects and presentations and we hustle to get things going because it’s due the next day?
That’s design except these projects require an extensive amount of work, research, brainstorming and implementation. Each project is also its own study. And each project feels like it is due the next day, even though it’s due in a month or two. Rather than spending countless hours memorizing information, comprehending math formulas and equivocating useless education, critical thinking, language devices, color theory, art sensibilities, and countless other resources are applied to create effective design.
So yeah. I took it up the ass when a person implied she has it tougher by having to study her ass off through the wee hours of night, digging her nose in the book and writing essays that will no way in shape or form be evaluated any other time than the moment her professor’s student assistant reads it for a grade. We were exchanging horror stories of bodily abuse resulting from lack of sleep. As far as I know, if you’re committed to working hard, you’re working hard.
Each piece that a committed student designer creates is a prospect for his or her portfolio. If I worked countless hours designing a piece and it is still shitty, it has no purpose beyond my instructor’s evaluation. Each designers’ design is an investment. We are probably alloted only a few pieces to bury deep in our closets for nobody to see when we were designing at our worser moments in life.
I’m sure the readilators, mathematizers, and scientifcors are working their bums off but don’t dismiss a designers’ work because he or she smiles while doing it. Although I have a hell of a load on my shoulders, a butt load of projects, I burden myself with extreme pressure to be good, I am having fun. This suits me much better than being an IT. Yes, there was a point where my creative side and linear technological side battled it out for what would have been options in my career-making decision. Oh high school. You’re funny.