jeffrey + upstairsloft

I am going to take life by its throat and choke it to death. Must have fun. After math was awesome. I need more days like that. Just…stupid shit…steal a starburst here and there…steal a pomagranite for your girlfriend here and there…just browse Long’s and Hollywood with best friends…forget the worries of school and just take a nice walk around the neighborood. Jhun..move to Sac!!! Jay! Move! Paul…dammit..you did move. Jerk. Mary says I have PMS. I must keep away from the world’s stupid people and I am back to me…before the transformation caused of stupidity, chaos and stupidity and assholes and dumbs. I like it in my box; it’s pretty. It’s grimy outside.

Of course…moving in with Kate and all…I am due for a lecture or two. Well…I did receive one tonight when I bonded with mi familia. My dad lectured me on eating regularly, not just when I feel like it. Eat like a normal person. Learn to like rice. Learn to like chicken; it’s cheaper. Funny guy, he is. When we were conversing about x-mas and gifts..my dad suggested a jumbo size box of condoms. I told him, “Hey! I won’t impregnate the girl; I don’t fall into the hype!” He sorta understood it with the amount of marriages and baby-popping that has been going around lately. As for me…I am 20 and I am going to live like I am 20…responsibly irresponsible, wasteful yet cheap and naively sensible. I need help taking care of myself. All I can does is man things is. I can hammer a nail, drill a screw, change oil, clean the house well..but dishes and watering the plants…laundry…o man…I’ll miss mi ma.

Finally found a place that sells blue-packaged starburst. Math class. Quizno’s. Long’s. Hollywood Video. All at the time..playing Aladdin and and stealing to live. Life is grand when the simplest things get you away from the robots and mundane.

My ife has the littlest meaning when I am wasting hours of redundant and tedious homework. Reading biology, reading a novel for a book report, figuring out complex math solution.—it all goes somewhere. There is a point to it. When I spend 4-6 hours of finding answers to a weekly Art History worksheet, it goes nowhere. It’s a waste of an attempt to add a wrinkle to my brain. It’s an online class; I’m getting an A, but I feel so lifeless and dull when I sit here searching for answers, definitions and writing short answer summaries. Where can I apply these pieces of knowledge? Math, past history courses, science and English classes allowed for a development of understanding. This class is: here’s a worksheet; do it thoroughly and accurately; here’s a grade. There is, simply, no connection being made here. There is no significant value but a grade, turned into a number value, type score. Classes like this make education no fun at all. It’s like eating unflavored crackers.

Michael Bolton is the shit. He is the black Lionel Richie. Lionel Richie is the white Michael Bolton. O yeah! Congrats Jhun!!!! Sgt. of Arms of Northern California Angono Association! PROPS TO MY NIGGA JHUN!

    >>>Everything’s
Not Lost

Stupidity Archive:
    >>>Doodle
from Statistics Class [early Nov.]
    >>>"Read
or Die"
    >>>Kate’s
Art [02-05-03]
    >>>Jhun’s
Tribute to Sunshine [02.05.03]
    >>>Jeff’s
Response to the War [02.05.03]
    >>>Jeff
on War [02.05.03]

    >>>Breakdance
@ Ikea [11.07.03]

   

   

   


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[if you haven't seen 'em...see 'em. so i can free some space]

On Sunday…well..after a grueling day at work and during a grueling process
of art history homework…jhun joined kate and me.  During our insanity
breaks, jhun and i sang songs, acted stupid or drew.  I drew a picture
inspired by the current scenario’s imagery.  Jhun also drew an image and it
turned out to be an oil pastel piece after kate suggested for him to use her
pastels.

    >>>Jeffrey’s
Art
    >>>Jhun’s
Art

Remember…this was a grueling process which started from 2:30 and ended at
9:30pm.  We were going a bit insane.  O yeah!! And it’s posted on
Kate’s fridge so her parents are reminded of how much patience they have to deal
with our stupidity. Btw…all the arts we’ve arted will be posted at the new house. Frames….an essential x-mas gift.

One of the trillion reasons why I love family: Because I want that $750 10-track digital recorder, they won’t spoil me and buy it. Rather, they will donate their daily change of quarters. Kyle is the biggest contributor. O yeah. And if you already haven’t…buy the Chili Peppers Live at Slane Castle Dvd! The most awesome performance you will ever see recorded by them. If you haven’t purchased Coldplay either, BUY IT! It’s worth your 30 bucks for both. That is a week of your lunch money. A few days without food. A tank of gas. GET IT!

>>> Those questionnaire things