I remember when they got that bed for Kyle…it was perfect for him…it perfectly larger than him. I can tell he’s growing and it saddens me. I frequently take a visit to memory lane of my childhood, being that is was grand. Kyle wasn’t in my life for 8 years..and the 12 years he has been in my life…I was too caught up in my life and “affliction” of middle school and high school drama…all 6 years. I’m involved in his life now but I’m leaving soon. We used possess the typical sibling rivalry…or just sibling bickering. That damn crybaby is growing up and I’m gonna miss watching him grow day-to-day and realizing it months later. When I move, I will see a change in growth everytime I come home due to the incremental visits–like a time lapse. Every once in a while, moving hits me. I’m glad I got to grow after high school and live in the same house, same town and experience growth with older accquaintances turned into new best friends as I watch old best friends turn into accquaintances. A lot of us townies did a lot more productive growing after high school–just our point-of-view. I still no plenty of 4-year college kids with the rebel-without-a-cause mentality; then again..I also know a lot of people that needed to get away from home.
This year is, by far, the quickest year I experienced. I tracked my growth this year through recordings, writings, music and character traits. It was just this January that Jay and I became close friends–nearly 10 mos. later…WHOA! 10 mos. already!!! Exactly my point. Good night.
